pasar malam

yesterday night went to pasar malam.. wakaka... I found something interesting and I found that I did some funny thing.. haha

look.... last time when I was young, I use to give the begger money... but the most is only 20sen la... I very kiam siap one.. haha.. I was hanging around at the pasar malam... walking walking... I saw the begger I use to see him when I was young... (about 5 years old la..).. then I remember, whenver who put the money, he will give red paper with number inside... (buy toto la)... haha...but everytime ppl use to give him money never take his red paper.. so, I take it.. and he was very happy.. then I was curious to know, what will happen if I take the red paper again... that was how I feel last time when I saw him, yet this time still I am curious to know whether will he give me the same reaction like last time..

then funny thing.. I don't have money in my pocket.. not even 10sen!... so... haiya.. I go beg my father lo... then I say : " papa, I want 20sen... "
papa:" 20sen ?.. want buy what ? "
me : " har ??.. 20sen can buy thing one meh ?"
papa:"can, why cannot ?"
me:" no la, I want give begger..haha"
papa:" har? stupid... give for what ? bluff you only la.."
me:" papa, give me lar ~ give me lar~~.. I want to know something.. give me la~.. 20sen only"
papa:" don't have la..”
me :" don't bluff me, I know you got.. give me la..... 10 sen also can... haha..."
then my father never say anything....
me:"pa~~~~~(manja mahu that 10sen..haha!)...."

then he take up my hand and put that 10sen in my hand...OH YES~! He gave me 10sen... I was so happy... (stupid.. 10sen only la. what so happy...LOL!!)then I went to the begger... I look at him... and slowly put the money... and he give me the red paper... without thinking I take it... and.......... he give the same reaction... which he smile and give me flying kiss... and I smile and walked away...
I was thinking : after 10 years you are still the same.. you are the only begger I will give money to... (although I get bluff la, =.=!..XD)
walking and walking.. I open the red paper he gave to me : "8232"... then I smile at my own... mumbling myself.. "buy toto?.. or magnum ?"..

nahz... I remember 10 years ago, I use to ask my mom buy the number he gave... 7272... (If not mistaken should be this number).. then keluar 7273... =.=!... 1st price somemore! =.=!!...(sweat!)

walk back to my family member... back inside car... then passed by someone's weeding car... and I saw the number of the car... guess what ?... 8232!.. my smile wider now... I get to think a words... "misery".. what a lucky number I get...

8232 , 8+2 = 10, 3+2 = 5.... right now, I am 15 years old... LOL! wedding car... 8232... hmm... after 15 years I get married... (sweat! crazy! NO! I am too old to get married after 15 years!)

thinking and thinking ... " you(begger) never change ya... after 10 years still you are at pasar malam doing the same jobs.. did you remember me ?.. I was the very young girl who use to take your red paper last time... and now, I am growing like what you saw me today... you are still the same but you get old, and yet, I am growing & improving... Did you recognize me ? I guess you don't...

when I saw you I realize time pass so fast... the past 10 years I was a young girl standing in front of you, give you money & take the red paper.... after 10 years, I was a teenager standing in front you, give you money & take the red paper.." my first time was 10 years ago, and my 2nd time was now.. maybe this the last time ?.. who knows?

guy, did you know you are also in a part of my memory?... although that memory doesn't mean something much...