今年會是我第三年的青春時代(15)。三年了，好一段時間沒有為自己的生活着想過。參經想過活來做什么，以為沒有夢想就不能進步。但是原來沒有夢想，肯不放棄、努力去學習，為自己而奮斗，那才是人生中的進步。
3年里，我所浪費的時光實在太多。以為人生有很多的明天，今天的事做不完，明天還可以再做。3年里，太過放縱自己。把所有事情看得太簡單。
15歲了。回頭看，兩年的時光，在我腦里的美好記憶是不存在的。所以在這第3年的青春歲月，我很努力的奮斗。在學校所得到的職位，我放下我所有的責任去完成它。雖然偶爾會偷懶，但是我的腦精不斷警告自己 － 再 偷懶，你會后悔！這次，我想要讓每個人滿意我所做的事，雖然很難達到，不過我很努力在奮斗。而且，我更想要給我自己留下最美好的校園記憶。想永遠記得我參經為了自己的青春時期而奮斗。
我很害怕聽到我心里說：好后悔，真希望時間逆轉。我不想聽這句話。今年，我決定做出我最大的努力，不讓我自己在未來有任何一點后悔！參經后悔、失望、也懊惱過，不過如果不改變，成績永遠是一樣的。我努力地訓練自己忍耐、接受、堅強，如今我很滿意我做到一半了。
現在心里很掙扎，在想，原來回頭看會讓我流淚。如果有機會，我想要一個很長的壽命，活在這世界更久,完成更多任務，了解更多更多的事情。
現在！絕對不可以讓自己的偷懶和不負責任成為自己最大的遺憾！
2008年頭最大收獲！～
Monday, February 11, 2008
Sunday, February 10, 2008
YO!!
its been 1 month since school reopen I never update my blog... >.<...haha...
Well... just back from hometown yesterday...this time.... the celebrating of chinese new year, it seem to be so calm... everyone is growing and keep growing... the importance between relatives is getting lower and lower.... it makes me feel.... difficulty to talk... but anyway... everyone have their own topic and interest... it should be accepted....
ERM... lets change topic.. inside that passed 1 month, many things happen of course!!!! haha.... well... my 1st year to be choosen as class monitor for 2 years living in this school (SMK BPJA)... and get setiausaha for badminton club and penolong setiausaha for chinese club.... I never think of I will be choosen.... XD... anyway.... its make me feel grateful and is my 1st time to done everything with my full responsible no matter how...
31/1/2008 - Sukan Tara which held in school finished... when did the high jump.. what I remember is I knocked the pole... OHMY!!! Its truly pain!!! what in my mind is.. why am I always get hurt???!!! How many times I want to be so careless???!! haha.... and then I really have fun with the rest of time..... 1st.... me and Jing Wen, Jaclyn, Wen Thing went to library.... 包柑... then here comes the guy.... TEC, IWAN, GOH, WEEWEE, GARY,GAN, YEE HOW... then is showtime!!!! haha... lol... type chinese now..... (easier) :P.... 到處派柑給老師。跑完全校的感覺真棒！最記得我的鞋子臟，所以赤腳跑！哈！！很久沒那么爽快了！！！會很珍惜這回憶！！
hope the memories won't fade away...!!
k... now.... another post... this post... will change it later.. cause it seem to be a bit cacat!!!
Well... just back from hometown yesterday...this time.... the celebrating of chinese new year, it seem to be so calm... everyone is growing and keep growing... the importance between relatives is getting lower and lower.... it makes me feel.... difficulty to talk... but anyway... everyone have their own topic and interest... it should be accepted....
ERM... lets change topic.. inside that passed 1 month, many things happen of course!!!! haha.... well... my 1st year to be choosen as class monitor for 2 years living in this school (SMK BPJA)... and get setiausaha for badminton club and penolong setiausaha for chinese club.... I never think of I will be choosen.... XD... anyway.... its make me feel grateful and is my 1st time to done everything with my full responsible no matter how...
31/1/2008 - Sukan Tara which held in school finished... when did the high jump.. what I remember is I knocked the pole... OHMY!!! Its truly pain!!! what in my mind is.. why am I always get hurt???!!! How many times I want to be so careless???!! haha.... and then I really have fun with the rest of time..... 1st.... me and Jing Wen, Jaclyn, Wen Thing went to library.... 包柑... then here comes the guy.... TEC, IWAN, GOH, WEEWEE, GARY,GAN, YEE HOW... then is showtime!!!! haha... lol... type chinese now..... (easier) :P.... 到處派柑給老師。跑完全校的感覺真棒！最記得我的鞋子臟，所以赤腳跑！哈！！很久沒那么爽快了！！！會很珍惜這回憶！！
hope the memories won't fade away...!!
k... now.... another post... this post... will change it later.. cause it seem to be a bit cacat!!!
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