你是我最美好的回忆。

好多的东西发生...

人生，必经历的一定不少。

想也没想到，我的狗竟然被毒死了。

心痛吗？当然痛。到处都是回忆，看哪里、坐哪里、站哪里、做什么都是它的回忆。

那么好的狗，那么懂事的狗，竟然被这种下贱的人害死，真是可恶到极点！！！！

生命真的很脆弱。

人类啊，不要以为自己是人就可以无视其他生命。更不要以为自己是人，就可以夺取其他生命。就算你不喜欢也好，看不顺眼也罢，也请你尊重它的生存权利。
夺走它的生命，其实你该想想，是你不配拥有生命。是你们不配拥有！！！

你们觉得做人很大，那天地比人大，但不要忘记，还有比天地更大的东西！！
等着吧，因果报应，你们会惨死，会感受同样的毒死！同样的招待！双倍的疼痛一直到你们痛死！！！！

小狗，没了你，真的很冷静，很不习惯。。。这六年来，一直都有你的陪伴，每天都告诉你，要久久地在我们身边，没想到，如此不愉快的事发生。

狗狗~我很想你...还记得不久前抱着你睡午觉，结果跟你踢来踢去，逗得大家笑得多开心啊...也不久前，下雨时，没有陪你，但还骂你。想起来，都觉得可惜啊。。。对不起，因为忙着读书，所以又忽略了你。很后悔，没能给你更多的疼爱，明明当时的你就在我眼前。

我的狗狗，我的心肝...对别人来说，只是一只狗，也不觉得有什么了不起，但对我来说，是像人啊。人觉得狗死了，没什么好可惜，但是，那些人并不知道，狗比人类更有感情、更懂得爱护一个人。狗的一举一动，都是带有生命力，带有让主人开心，为主人带来欢乐的目的。哪像人类，如此不懂得珍惜还拼命糟蹋生命。

小狗~昨晚的你，真的很痛苦。。看着你痛苦地乱撞，看着你被毒药折磨，我的心真的受伤了。那毒药在你体内，一定很痛，不然你也不会这样...回想昨晚的你，是那么痛苦的去，我的元气也真的少了一大半...

凌晨三点四十多分，我还听着你难受的呼吸，心痛地听着，心痛地看着，一直到最后---你永眠了。我的心，更痛、更受不了了。因为你，是那么地痛苦，那么地挣扎、那么地无助。

那记忆还那么清晰，那么深刻。实在是，太痛了.....

那么好的狗狗，这种结局实在不值得...至少自然化死，我的心也觉得好受些。

每天早上，再也看不到你早上的精神，也再也听不到你告诉我“车来了”...还有平时你眼睛发亮等吃、等开门、等疼爱、享受我的琴声、坐在我们身边听佛经、玩乐、陪我温书、陪我吃饭、怕洗澡、爱舔父亲的脚、爱吃醋的样子，也难以再看到了。一切都是回忆了。

终于明白，想做什么就现在做，不要等。

妈，对不起，你比我更爱狗狗，却要反过来安慰我。妈妈，对不起，让你在难受时，还无法放下武装。

养狗，真的比养坏人好。

起码狗，是人类最好的朋友。起码它，会一直忠心，不会背叛，更是会为主人着想，在主人难过时给主人力量，无时无刻地用生命给予主人欢乐。

小狗狗~谢谢你给我的回忆。给我们大家的回忆。

虽然走得不好，很痛苦，但是不要忘记我们一起做的善事哦。。！！魂、体并不一起。所以痛苦的走，不代表魂也会痛苦。狗狗，记得我们的善事哦！！

而且我们每次念经，那些下贱的人对我们做出这种东西，一定不得好死！！因果报应，对念佛人做出如此之事，杀害多条无辜性命，他们一定不会死得好的！！他们都会惨死！！！！

我的小狗，比任何小狗都来得特别。因为我的小狗狗比任何狗都来得更懂事。懂得听佛道，懂得人性。

VICO，你是我的光荣。我想你，我爱你。

你是我们的家人。

我会继续走，带着我最棒的你继续走。

回忆如今。

Yesterday, spend my whole day listened to Jay chou's song.. I know, some people do really knows that he singing is.. like.. urm.... urm.. well, 咬字不清。haha~! somehow, I admit that he is great in music... =) well, not to make any comparison with others singers like weslife, andrea bocelli, leona lewis and others as well.. haha.. just purely about, Jay Chou. XD...

well, from yesterday, listening to his(Jay) music, from old song to new song... make me thinks of the past memories... since young listen to jay's song, and from dislike to slowly accept, and listen by heart and feeling.. and finally, I agreed with his music, his talent. =)

Really, his music is close to what I went through in life for sometime... =)

Today, PBSM... well, really thanks to all the AJK... and all the members for become MODEL.. and also water-colour artist! haha!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!! =D...

To all PBSM members.. if you have any suggestion to do at PBSM meeting time, Do please inform me~ and suggest it to me~! You can suggest games that you want to played in PBSM too~.. Suggest anything, any rational ideas, and I will do my best, to make sure all of you have fun in PBSM! =D

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2010 School~!

hello guys~! =D
back to school. and yea, back to 5UKM.. sigh.. what a class.. haha~.. anyway, happy school reopen guys!!..

In class, yea, sit at the most back. haha... difficulty in seeing the blackboard... =(
Somehow, I wanted that single place so much. haha~! because, I don't like to talk, and being alone and not talking much isn't that bad! =D...

well.. 1st day, ohya, being denda.. no more talk about that.. it's over and I done my work, what I suppose to do... haha... =) ...

hmmm... again, monitor for this last year.. well, not much talk about monitor... just Do it with all my responsibility.. haha... and my assistant : Jia Ann.. fukutaichou as that is what I know you. =p..

okay, it's new year.
well... just say something about myself.. =)..

urmmm.... well, something changed. haha~!

今年，发现，自己不太喜欢说话了。哈哈!! 奇怪吧？是的，人会变，也不知到底是跟谁交换了灵魂，变静了。哈哈!! =p

hmmm....我真的发现，我对不重要的事，不熟悉的人，都面对了难以开口的问题。哈哈!! 在班上选择一个人坐，因为，我实在顶不住太吵的环境。起码，一个人坐，声量会离我远点，也让我说话的机会少点。很多老师也问，为什么一个人坐。。该怎么答呢？以笑置之吧...其余的，只能说是单数。=D

也不知是什么时候，开始不太爱说话；也不知是什么时候，开始觉得说话好累。
有时候的我，会把想要说的话，都改换成叹气。把要说的话，在心里想了，就叹气。哈哈!! 觉得是不错... 省了很多力气。哈哈...

有个老师，要我多说话，多和异性说话，多社交，要我开心。
有个老师，要我父母不让我单独做事情，好让我不时常深思。

其实一切就是那么简单，喜欢安静，就安静。。。嘻嘻~

也只是有一个人懂。他就是懂我。

他懂，我能说话。
他懂，我喜欢和他说话。
他懂，我也要他说话。
他懂，我的倾诉者只有他。
他懂，他是我的聆听者。
他懂，说话时间不多。
他懂，他赶时间。。。=p...
他懂，我爱说话，尤其是一直跟他说。

他是我的心灵良伴...有时候，真是让他累了，因为我一直和他说话。哈哈!!

BIRTHDAY MOOD~!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~!!!!!!!!! WOWWWW~~~...

it's still BIRTHDAY MOOD~!! Ohlala~.. haha.. joking, just some update which missing for my birthday post..=p..

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tada~!

hehe~, it's a present from Lyn lyn.. =D.. 琳~!!! 谢谢你!!!! Lyn 特地买了礼物哦...还来我家给（来拿书时）..哈哈!! 孩儿真细心!! 哈哈!! LYN,谢谢你~!!! 礼物我用了哦!! =D

里面呢，就有琳的纸条，还有绑头发的。。是的，第二天我就拆开来拿来帮头发了...哈哈!!很多用处哦!!。。Lyn, 再次谢谢你哦~!!! THANK YOU~!!!!!

过期的汤圆记~!!

今年，和我来自泰国的阿姨搓汤圆。哈哈!! 我阿姨第一次挫，可是，几乎每粒的形状都那么一致...O.O...哈哈!!

今年，也是我第一年挫黄色。我母亲白色，我阿姨红色。哈哈!! 当然，母亲和阿姨都是快手快脚，只有我是乌龟速度...哈哈!!

来些照片吧！哈哈~!!



tata~ 呈现咯~.. 哈哈~!!

【我答应，挫给你。^-^】

25/11/09 之 IOI REDBOX 生日篇。

On 25/11/09... went to IOI REDBOX to sing & also celebrate birthdays with gan, sen, tec, jing wen, gary and chee cheong..

这次唱到很HIGH的应该是五月天的“离开地球表面”..唱得超HIGH的!! 每个人都在唱，好气氛!!哈哈!! 然后一如往常，跟GAN合唱抒情歌...“珊瑚海”是唱到有点辛苦的...哈哈!! 还有，特别要说的是，原来GARY的声音也不错下呢!! 只是大家在的时候他都不敢唱。。哈哈!!

印象深刻的是在REDBOX唱歌唱到一半时，突然播出HAPPY BIRTHDAY的歌。哈哈!! 虽然我是觉得应该也是会有蛋糕，但是对于唱到一半突然OFF掉这一点就有点surprise...毕竟我没想到，还会有人用这么“可爱”的东西。。哈哈!!

虽然有点漏洞，可是没关系，依然是个很可爱的SURPRISE..哈哈！我还记得那可爱的HAPPY BIRTHDAY小熊猫卡通...哈哈!! 一播出来，我都快笑破肚皮了...我还有点怀疑我是一个5、6岁的小孩子在庆祝生日...哈哈!!

谢谢朋友们为我和晟庆祝哦!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!! 还有谢谢你们的礼物，我很喜欢~!!谢谢~!!!

我跟晟的BIRTHDAY CAKE...（很好吃）哈哈!!

me + sen弟弟...

PING!! eat myself~! haha!!

大家送给我的礼物~!!我真的很喜欢..!! 谢谢大家~!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!

首先，先说鸡虫CC给我的礼物。

这是CC copy猫送给我的生日卡。哈哈!! 不过，我也喜欢，不亏小学一起同班..知道我喜欢音乐，钢琴。哈哈!!

CC 送的相框。

不过有一点，我非说不可。哈哈!! 就是志聪给我的卡，居然有我小学的照片!!! 真是把我给吓着了...哈哈!! (because, my primary school's picture is so ugly!!!) 哈哈!! 不过也很有意思，志聪把小时候的我，和多年后的我放在一起，让我觉得，我真的长大了不少。=p 谢谢你，志聪。

看到吗？很丑的FORM 1 照片也有。哈哈!!

接下来，就说说傻婆杨HIPPO给我的礼物。哈哈!!

静雯送的生日卡。很创意的一张卡，我很喜欢。还好HIPPO记得乌龟的尾巴不是圆的!! 哈哈!! 还有，卡上居然还有乌龟拿着“傻婆”这个字，真的是炸到。本来没看到的时候觉得，好可爱的乌龟，很创意，PERFECT了!! 然后看到“傻婆”，真的是个很炸到的炸到!! 哈哈!! 整张卡真的是变成特别创意了。哈哈!! 静雯，谢谢你。


傻婆HIPPO的长篇大论!! 哇~...哈哈!! 内容很不错。哈哈!! 谢谢你，我会幸福的。有我最爱的老公和我一起幸福，我就满足了。哈哈!!

傻婆静雯送的项链。谢谢你~...我会戴给你看的。哈哈!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

然后就是tec teh teh送的礼物。

teh teh送的包包。其实有一阵子，我是想要买这个包包，可是后来没买了。没想到会从TEC送的礼物收到这包包。哈哈!! 这包包真的很好用。育诚，谢谢你。对于5、6月的事，我不太记得了...也想不起是什么...哈哈...不过无论如何，我都会和我的心灵良伴好好走下去。谢谢你的祝福!! THANK YOU~!!


晟弟弟 + GARY 送的礼物。哈哈!! 也是我的最爱!! 巧克力!!! 谢谢你，弟弟~!! GARY, 谢谢你!! 还有，也要谢谢GARY在ASAM HOUSE请我吃东西哦!! 谢谢你，TQ, GARY!!


OVERALL 礼物。=D

ALL OF US~!!

然后，也不忘谢谢GAN给我的祝贺还有小礼..=D...谢谢你，GAN。

最后，谢谢大家为我跟晟庆祝这生日。我很感动。

谢谢你们!!!

THANK YOU SO MUCH~!!


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26/11/09

went to IOI to watch 2012 with mom and bro...

其实整个感觉来说，没什么特别。就和普通的灾难戏没什么两样。前面刚开始做戏的时候，还真是有点想睡。（长气）.. 哈哈!! 后半部就比较好看，毕竟话少，technic多。然后就有很多感动的画面，可惜，我没被打动。哈哈!! 可能是看了很多其他类似这样的戏，所以麻木了...哈哈!! 要说感动，还是梁志强以前的戏好。哈哈!! 还有“TITANIC” / “笨小孩”也不错的。哈哈!!

对于“2012”，我是觉得，戏名吸引人。哈哈!! 戏呢，就可想而知。不过，一部戏的制作过程也不简单，所以整体上来说，很不错了。哈哈!!

不过从这部戏里，我就觉得，如果真的是这样，大家就要好好珍惜一切哦!!

【我珍惜 I cherish】

27/11/09

went to 书香 with JAC, SIE, and YAN... haha!! thanks to JAC's father for fetching us there..谢谢~!!

走来走去有点累，太多书了!!! 看到头昏眼乱!! 哈哈!! 首先，买学校的书。哈哈!! 然后买好了，就去别边看。小的就很聪明，大的还在看，小的就走到很多%折扣的地方。15块可以变成10.50的书...真的省了很多钱。哈哈!!

我买了三本书，六本作业簿。书本一本是作文的，一本是在YAN那里，不记得名字了。哈哈!! 另一本是《不断幸福》。其实是书名吸引了我...哈哈!! 我对“幸福”这两个字，是特别有吸引力的。哈哈!! 还有还有，封面也很不错。青色的，浅青的叶子。突然觉得，青色这颜色很温柔。（个人意见）.. 哈哈!!


然后其余的六本就是作业簿...是PELANGI的作业簿。每本作业簿才RM2!! 哇，真是划算哦!!

本来还想买的，可是想到家里还有那么多书还没看，最近都在看着《神雕侠侣前传》，看了那么久都还没看完，可不能半读耶!! 哈哈!! 虽然我是知道了这《神雕侠侣》的故事情节，可是金庸的文笔还是吸引了我。赞!!! 哈哈!!

然后，从书香回来，就这样，忙了三天。哈哈!!

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【我的最爱，我珍惜】

【珍惜一切美好与回忆 =) 】

【心灵支柱】

【幸福】

【90!!】

【坚强!! 一起加油!!! 】

补品...!!

booyah~! after 1 month of "COLD BLOG", my blog seem to be alive again.. haha... okay, lets say about last week... last sunday, Jing Wen came to my house... well, just see movie.. and then eat McDonald and etc etc... hehe.. for more info, refer to her blog. haha!

now, going to blog about my dear father.. haha!

dear father always complain about ------- my HAIR!
yea, sound funny, I know! haha... but it's true.. reason is.. 掉头发!!!

look, dad brought "BAWANG" SHAMPOO! samore got Jackie Chan one leh... haha..

then my nice daddy, always is the stingy one.. but bought something which he never ever want to buy before which is my 补品!! FUISEH~! 可爱的父亲买补品给自己的女儿咧~!哈哈...

well, it was a big surprise on "that" night where my daddy came back home late and say:"dear, I buy something for you.."
well, you know, I like things from my daddy so much.. haha... and so.. quickly throw away my books and get things from my daddy... what a surprise when I saw all those 补品he buy.. haha... I thought he will buy me chocolate~.. haha!

and then, dad seem to be very happy when I told him "thank you~".. haha...

this one... don't know whats that... haha.. but makan nia~.. haha..

燕窝!!!!

School things, busy busy busy~.. haha... just finish that persaraan thing.. oh well~.. something funny happen at the salam moment..

OH~..MAMA MIA~... XD... well, and thanks for all the PBSM member for joining marching... sorry for letting you all get in some "unwanted problem".. haha..

朋友，对于有些事，就随它去吧~! 跟着自己的心走吧!!用心倾听自己的内心。。

最近也真是奇怪，越来越想要你了。

【心灵仍然存在着】

【有些东西，虽然会觉得只差一点点，不服气，不过，别忘了，我永远都在扶持着你。】

【我一直都在你身旁。】

【幸福。】

Another updates people~!

okay, HOLIDAYS~!!! went to SUNWAY yesterday.. yeap right.. watched..“吓到笑”..hmm... is still okay.. some part is quite funny.. haha.. especially " you din't take bangladesh also will take".. (those who watched will understand that.. & still got lots fun parts la..) haha!

okay, lets say about something...

my pendrive.. went into the washing machine~! together with all the bleaching agents, pewangi..etc.etc.. its all due to I forget to take it out from my school uniform... silly side of me.. haha!! well, after take that pendrive to "SUN-bathing".. it managed to be used again!.. haha.. I din't know that pendrive was actually waterproof~!.. COOL..

well, to say -- LUCKY!! lucky it din't spoil.. cause all my important files inside there.. haha...

okay, hmm.. did normal things at home.. and I actually did drawing for my headache time after doing add maths.. *sigh*.. but still I'm lucky.. whenever I fall, he never let me down..=D.. thank you!

read "THE HOST" by stephanie meyer.. wait wait wait.. I din't finish it YET okay.. don't be too excited.. haha... actually, not bad.. but at first is really confusing, cause you won't be understanding it.. haha..

okay, done my blogging here for now.. XD..

书本上的东西，只是让我们去看看别人的想法，去学习。事实上，能不能把它化作我们的感想，属于自己的想法，才是重要的。

holidaysZzz...

HAPPY MERDEKA~!

hmmm.. lets say about what have I did in this holiday..

well... complete my homework of course... then... go friend's house.. zi pai... and spend all my rest time with music... XD

hmm.. lets say about yesteday...

went to GOH's big house for the 2nd time!!! haha!! is my 2nd visit to his house..

at 1st... said to be cancel due to "some" people can't go.. haha... then... for me, is just too bored by staying at home --ALONE!! so got an idea to go GOH's house again... together with wen thing and her brother.. haha...
sorry yar GOH, need to tell his parent again and again...

before reach his house... 迷路~... swT! nahz.. but after that also reach his house la... LOLx!

well... of course.. meet his unfriendly cute doggie again..

look at this.. is cutee.. but fierce enough...

last time GAN even 100m with the dog.. haha.. jump up the sofa.. cause he the last one to walk in the house.. XD!

well... of course.. nothing to do much.. haha...

so... GOTCHA his PIANO!! Muahahaha...

played classical pieces.. and... 《属于》... then the guys keep on playing games... and the girls keep on doing something lame.. back to our childhood time.. haha!

lego-ing! is the highest for us.. haha...

challenge GOH! and he was saying : aiyoo，我不要丢脸啦...LOLx!!

our "S"... haha!

next, one thing I like at GOH's house.. which is... his house's STAIRCASE!

look~... imagining... piano put at the middle there.. IF!.. a wider space is provided.. haha! what a stage.. haha!

but walking up his house's staircase is totally killing me.. haha... it is not ENDLESS, but is TIRING.. haha!

then GOH's parent and his brother back from somewhere... hehe~! they brought back pizza..then we had Pizza together... haha... thanks to his parents... paiseh paiseh.. haha..

then went home around 6... Bro fetch.... but reach home 6.30.. cause.. we went wrong road.. >.<...

thats all for yesterday~!... thanks to WEN THING and his BRO~! haha...

holiday gonna END ... sOON... haha...

【属于--思念】

【相信我们所相信的。坚持! Aza!!】